me, unplugged

i met this really cool guy this weekend. he and i went to school together, but we didn’t run in the same social circles, so i didn’t talk to him much. he was kind of…big…in high school, and he’s lost quite a bit of weight since high school. i feel kind of bad about acting like i was attracted to him (which i am), because i feel like he might think that it’s because i’m only attracted to how he looks now, and not back in high school.

and maybe this is the case, but the reality is, 1) we didn’t talk much, if at all, in high school, so there wasn’t really an opportunity to get to know him. all i remember is that he smiled a lot and he had nice eyes. 2) no one really gave me the time of day in high school. i was kind of a weird kid, so i think most people just stayed away from me. my friends just thought i was goofy, but i think others thought i was just plain weird.

which i suppose i am in a way….i think for the most part, i intimidate people, except the ones who know me best and realize that i’m just full of shit.