change is…good?
September 20th, 2010 § Leave a Comment
it seems like my life goes in these strange spurts of stagnancy and activity. i may have a period of a year or more where nothing worth a mention will go on, making me want to poke my eyes out from the complete ruttage of it all. then, there will be a period of time where EVERYTHING changes all at once. now is one of those times.
today, i signed a lease on what i think may be my best solo living space to date. it has huge rooms, stained-glass windows, hardwood floors, a private entrance and porch, two fireplaces (non-working, sadly), and heat is included in the rent! while i was signing the lease, a friend of mine who happens to live in the area was walking by, and i told him i was moving in. he said he would just drop by and knock on my door sometime. that’s cool, i actually really like it when people just drop by, because people don’t do enough of it anymore, in my opinion.
i’m completely overhauling my finances, which will consolidate my debt load (the vast majority of which is student loans), and will cut my debt payments in half. this is an excellent development in my financial situation.
i am still seeing the guy i mentioned in my previous post and, well, he hasn’t run away screaming yet. so…i’m not sure if that means he can handle me and my particular brand of crazy, or if there’s something wrong with him. there IS always the chance that i may run away screaming, too. i guess only time will tell.
work is…work. there is some drama going on, and many changes in the near future. i don’t know what those changes mean for my future at the company, but i’m keeping my options open just in case.
so, this coming weekend, i’m traveling to chicago for a friend’s wedding. the weekend following, i will be packing and moving back to the city, and DEAR GOD that makes me happy. in the midst of all of this, i am attending a couple of concerts and a lecture. where in the hell am i going to have time to do all of this??
okay it’s now 10pm and i’ve been online for way too long tonight. if you’re praying people, pray i make it through the stress of the next 3 weeks. if i survive, i may have a minute or two to breathe. or even blog again!
